Seminary

Just to let the world know, I didn't get into the Distance Learning program that I wanted for Seminary. Oh well. I act all non-chalant, and people offer the socially acceptable responses, but frankly it kinda sucks. On the one hand I am wondering what I have done wrong in my life that I should deserve not to do something that I believe God wants me to do. On the other hand I hear God telling me to just be quiet, sit back, and enjoy life so that I can see what's sitting down the road around the next corner. Doesn't make it any easier though....